err i find boys to be confusing 99% of the time. but this dude i just broke it off with fucking takes the cake. bumped into him last wednesday at a bar where we basically proceeded to ignore each other. next day this is what he had to say:
him: though this was not the way i wanted to see you again, it was great seeing you. and i hope you're doing great and that life keeps on laughing with you and with the same or equal spirit you possess. i have something for you, i just never really knew where to send it to. i know where you work but that always seemed out of place. and i didnt want to bother you there to be honest. maybe one day we'll talk, if you want. till then keep on shining because there's only one of you and the rest of us need that light. bye.
HUH?!?!?!?! what the hell does that mean? things have always been so vague with this guy so i decided to lay shit out on the table. this is what i wrote back.
me: i dont really know what to say to this. i havent heard from you for a couple for a couple of weeks and you really made no effort to try and talk to me last night. you're constantly sending me mixed signals which i find to be very annoying. you act as if i was the one that didn't want to see/talk to you but really it's the other way around. maybe you could stop being a douchebag. (HA!)
him: i never intended to act indifferent towards you and it is on my shoulders that the blame rests, and it has been for a while. and last night everytime i wanted to talk to you, you were otherwise engaged somewhere else. but i just wanted to express to you how sorry i am for my actions and wish ed i could have acted, well, not like a douchebag.
me: i wish you would not have acted like a douchebag either. it felt like you didnt really give a shit about me or that i did something wrong in some way. you really hurt my feelings. but i am not the type to hold a grudge and if you would like to be friends that is okay with me. if not, thats okay too. maybe the next time we run into each other it wont be so awkward and honestly i do miss your company even if you are a douchebag.
him: that what i want even though i have no right to ask for it, thank you.
HMMM...well okay. i didnt write anything after that last text. honestly i was just over the whole thing and ready not to think about it anymore. THEN i get a text today from him telling me he's at a store literally around the corner from my work getting candy. WTF is he doing lurking around my work? i dunno man. i had no response for that either. BOYS CAN YOU STOP BEING SO CONFUSING PLEASE???!!!!!!!!
-pg
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